The Accidental Coach

I didn’t plan to be the coach. In fact, I didn’t want to be the coach at all. I wasn’t even asked to be the coach – more like 4^th assistant. “We have plenty of assistants. They just are all busy and won’t make all of the games and so we need someone to sort of fill in every now and then.” Little did I know that “every now and then” was actually a euphemism for “every game.” Oh, and did I mention that the head coach would be gone for the first two games and would have a terrible migraine for the third and would have pretty much seceded his “head” title by game four.

I was pretty frustrated when the first practice rolled around. Why would we have practices at 1:00 pm on a Saturday and since I didn’t want to be coaching anyway, why should I even have to put forth any energy toward this proposition? If I had known what would transpire over the next couple of weeks, I might have been a little bit more into that first practice.

To tell the truth, I really started to enjoy it during that first practice. I had forgotten how much fun a team of four, five and six-year-olds could actually be. Not that they were any good at T-ball, mind you, but they were good at life. I couldn’t help but be reminded of what it means to take life one moment at a time and to live fully in this moment, even if this moment for you is looking at bugs when 13 other teammates are running around the bases.

And so, several weeks later, I find myself accidentally being the coach. I sort of share being the head coach – who really is the head coach doesn’t matter – but it gives me a great opportunity to learn how much I actually like coaching.

Here’s what I like about coaching.

• I like watching kids enjoy playing T-ball. Like the guys who slide into home, never mind the ball is somewhere between the second baseman and the right fielder and neither one of them have a clue where it is. As my son said when I admonished the team for not running through home plate: “But dad, you have to get your pants dirty!”
• Along those same lines, I like watching kids come up to bat and bang the ground with their bat several dozen times. I cannot actually recall big-leaguers doing this (I need to get some verification on this, I guess), but it is deeply ingrained in my mind – and the mind of my team – that is what you are supposed to do. OK, in the mind of some of them. Some are still trying to figure out which hand goes on top.
• I like watching the kids make the play they are supposed to make and seeing the light come on in their eyes that says “I got an out! I got an out!” Winning the World Series does not compare.
• I like giving high-fives and banging knuckles with the kids when they come off the field at the end of an inning. I don’t know if it makes a difference in how they play the game, but it fells like the right thing to do.
• I like watching small, short, non-athletic kids hit the ball and try to run to first – or any of the bases they head out to, for that matter. They are just too funny not to laugh at!
• Speaking of small, short athletic kids, I like the fact that for the most part, most of the other players do not care or even seem to notice that some of the players are good players and some are players who try hard and some are just out there because dad is repressed and no longer gets to be the super hero baseball stud and so he wants his kid to get a leg up on what he never accomplished. Fortunately, it is still early enough that none of that matters. It won’t be that way forever – I want to relish these moments while I have the chance.
• I like having answer the question “Did we win?” at the end of the game. While that may indicate we are a much to competitive society and are warping our kids into thinking win/lose, it may also mean that they are so busy playing, they are forgetting to keep score. Maybe I need to play that hard every now and then!
• I like seeing a player “get it.” When he scoops up a ball and then can assess which base is the easiest out – and then follows through and gets the out.
• I like being a voice that yells encouragement to my players and tries to tell them what play to make kindly, simply, and before the play starts, not after the ball has been hit. It’s hard to compete with 28 adults yelling, “Run to first, run to first.” It’s also hard for the pitcher to be able to hear any one voice while trying to pick up a slow roller back to the mound with his glove since I somehow forgot to mention you can also pick up the ball with your non-gloved hand. Quite frankly, since 98% of the time the runner is a step away from first when the pitcher actually picks up the ball, going back to the pitcher’s mound to kill the play was the best option from the start. (So there, Mr. "You've Got To Chase the Runner" Dad!)
  
• I like knowing that my player’s coach will not be a rump (my mother-in-law might read this blog) like my third-grade coach was.
• I like the fact that we play principled ball. That is, we hit the ball and run one base, even if nine of the other team’s players are in a scrum trying to see who gets to run the ball back to the umpire. And yes, even if the other team is running on us. (Although I did have a brief evaluation as to how high principles actually ranked in my mind during that game!)
• I like the fact that my son thinks it is very cool that his dad is the coach.
• I like knowing there is a possibility that these players may learn something about life from me, even as I learn something about life from them.
• Finally, I like knowing that I may actually get to be the light of Jesus to both my players and their parents. I know we play in a Christian league, but my hunch is that some of my player’s folks could use some more light of Jesus in their life. I say that only because I know I need some more of it in mine.